Procrastination

I find it so hard to concentrate, for I am always procrastinating.
Procrastination is my life, and without it I would not be myself.
When I wake up, I calculate, how much longer can I stay in bed?
Minutes and seconds tick by until I jump up and run out the door.
When I am driving, I sigh, if I will be on time if I make the light?
Two lights go by, yes I will be on time. I walk in as the bell rings.
When I am assigned homework, I think, how long would this take?
Five minutes before it's due, only then I have a pencil in my hand.
When I am playing music, I wonder, is this part hard to memorize?
The night before my evaluation, I cradle my flute, my music out.
When I am thinking about my life, I ponder, how long will I live?
A night, a week, a year, even a decade before my death, I smile.