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ImagineImagine if you will, a haven.
Somewhere you've always dreamed about.
Where patience is known and practiced,
A place where love is always shown.
Imagine a place where you can hear,
Above all the honks and tire squeals.
Where there is never any violence,
Where greed is never brought to life.
Imagine once more, if you can,
A place where we are all dead.
Then you shall truly see,
The haven we're meant to be.
Every TimeI can't stop humming that song,
That reminds me of you every day,
Yet every time I see your face,
I turn around and walk away.
I cannot bear to carry this pain,
For it burns like the blazing sun,
Yet I cannot simply discard it,
For you are truly the only one.
I cry when I think of my past,
It was you who understood me.
When all I wanted was to die,
You were the one who loved me.
Yet I know every time is a mistake,
As I walk away with my back to you.
I know one day you'll find happiness,
But for me our love was always true.
RejectionThe sight of you drives me insane,
and the veins on my body tighten.
Every single thing you do angers me,
setting off detonators with each word.
But how can I bear to hate you,
if I cannot begin to stop my love?
This pain is excruciating,
The pain of rejection.
You Are AliveIf you are breathing, you are alive,
If you are laughing, you are alive.
If you are living, you are alive,
But you are truly dying when alive.
For time knows each passing second,
And is counting each day you live,
Counting down the time you have left.
If you are dying, you are alive.
AnswerIf only I could know,
beyond the lies you showed,
then I could pierce the truth,
and rise from this low.
If only I could hear,
through this wall so near,
then I could live,
If only I could see,
beyond the fog you used to blind me,
then I could finally run,
and be free.
If only time stopped,
only for a moment,
so I could
I Wanted To ShineThe wind whispers softly as I walk along,
Forever waiting for the song of time.
I begin to fall, my vision blurs,
How I desperately wish I were real.
It is the one thing I do not have,
That is slowly driving me insane.
The very core of humanity, a soul,
I want one that will bear my name.
Yet with every sentence I speak,
And with every breath I make,
My wickedness screams wildly,
Consuming the light I wanted to shine.
HappinessLife is unpredictable,
So don't try too hard.
You might die tomorrow,
And also might I.
It does not even matter,
If there exists heaven.
Life is precious regardless,
For there's only one on Earth.
But as long as I'm alive,
I'll make the most of it.
This thing called life,
It is my complete happiness.
On DeathWhy do I continue to find hope,
In the midst of all despair?
How is it I can still go on,
When I want to give up and die?
I do not know the meaning of life,
Nor do I find meaning in it.
I will never run away or cry,
But with every tear I shed,
My footsteps carry me further.
How is this life possible?
The answer is quite clear.
My heart will always be set,
I Will Move ForwardI shake with uncontrollable hatred,
Every day frustration wracks my body.
I cannot fathom the fragility of life,
Nor can I understand why I still exist.
I have encountered despair upon despair,
And I have been shown the world is cruel.
I have wanted to disappear many times,
But I still fight for this despicable life,
I continue to try to find the small light left.
For I believe it is still shining somewhere,
The hope that has not yet abandoned me.
Even if it is beyond all comprehension,
I will never give up on what I live for.
I will move forward.
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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