Something I AmLove is something I had never had,
Nor is it something that I wish to gain.
Hate is something that I was given,
And something I will cling to forever.
Despair is something of which I bring,
Yet it is also something I can discard.
Pain is something of which I own,
For it is what I will never let go.
If OnlyIf only I could see beyond the lies you tell to me.
If only I could hear beyond the melody you sing.
If only I could touch beyond the skin on your hand.
If only, you, I could try to finally understand.
Old ShadowsTainted by the shadows of old, I bring sorrow and despair to the earth.
The enraged clouds drench me in their pain as agony sears through the open sky.
I flee the anger that I have caused, only to be restrained by the ever dawning day.
Trapped, the sun burns me where I stand, and it soars triumphantly across the sky.
But as the day passes my lips wear a smile as I watch the sun disperse into colors.
And its sadness is seen by my eyes as it disappears below the distant horizon.
Alas! Freedom pulled at me from across the barren land, but I had no need to run.
For the silver moon had awaited me, behind the ancient black clouds of night.
And I, the destroyer of the earth, and the destroyer of love, had awaited it.
Worn Out WingsI cannot cease worrying over,
What has transpired in the past,
And I cannot stop the torrent,
Of thoughts on what's to come.
It is what makes up my mind,
What keeps me awake at night,
The constant feeling of pain,
That gnaws at my fading soul.
Sometimes I wonder what if,
I were to abandon my fear?
I know then I would be tempted,
To spread these worn out wings.
A Girl's Best FriendA girl's best friend is someone she can trust,
Someone who will not betray her or disappear.
A girl's best friend is someone she can love,
Who she can always take pleasure in being with.
A girl's best friend is just as vile as she,
Someone who won't run away from her darkness.
A girl's best friend stands out as much as she,
With the ability to overwhelm all who behold it.
A girl's best friend is what she holds most dear,
Yet it isn't money, and it isn't happiness.
A girl's best friend is her very own revenge.
DefyI will defy, I will destroy, every word you speak to me.
This life is mine, you have no control, so just leave.
I can't stand it when you think you know, it's disgusting.
It is time for your fake innocence to go, for eternity.
I can see through those eyes, they're full of hatred.
I will not listen to your lies, I will not be affected.
The only truth I have come to know is this world is black,
But I can make it light by following my own path.
Hatred and LiesThe sky hid behind an endless curtain of mournful grey clouds,
as the cold rain fell endlessly upon my defenseless heart.
I was forever falling into despair, darkness surrounding me.
Eternally alone, isolated from the world that I loved.
Although I had no hope left, I had fought the shadows.
Yet when the light came for me, I resisted it stubbornly.
I am a cold hearted liar and a natural born sinner,
Yet my heart screams for me to be innocent? I laugh.
Innocence does not exist in a world of hatred and lies.
Be OneThere's no need to be afraid,
So please don't cover your eyes.
I know this world is black,
But don't sucuumb to being blind,
Light is only where it is able to be,
So provide it a place to shine.
Cast away your pride and fear,
Be one with the darkness you despise.