Oceans DrowningMy tears are blinded by the darkness as it crawls next to me,
And now I am falling into the sky as you reverse my gravity.
I never knew colors so blue but I guess I never paid attention,
For my eyes were always focused on the future I thought I had.
And now I'm falling, falling again, towards the ground below.
And I'm crying, crying again because I know you'll soon go.
Oceans form in the sky, drowning the stars as they burn away.
And I know that I'll be by your side, watching you fade away.
Army of the LostI am fading, slaving away this time called life.
It is not able to be mine anyway, I am nothing.
Only a dog ready to jump at the manager's call,
And scrub all the dirt from the customer's shoes.
I wonder why I succumb to such horrible standards,
When I do so much for them, who could do nothing?
But I suppose this is it, acceptance will come,
When my spirit dies to join the army of the lost.
UnwrittenThese tears don't want to stop, they keep falling.
Though my unwritten expression stays the same .
I feel betrayed, numb from the sadness and pain.
How long will it be this time before I can move on.
I thought I had finally figured out my confusion,
To choose a life filled with unwavering happiness.
But now, I think that I may have been mistaken.
There is no stability in a world of pure selfishness.
Unknown AloneGod I'm scared, I don't want to be here.
Why can't time just stop? For a minute?
I want the cold hands of fate to let go,
But nothing will save me when I fall.
I can't do this, moving on is too hard.
Yet I know that if I tried I'd succeed.
And that alone is unbearably depressing.
To enter a world unknown, and so alone.
Hate's HelpHate is something within me, ugly and as black as night.
It feeds off my insecurities, growing with every tear shed.
Sometimes I try to deny the hunger, shoving my anger away.
Often I cannot fight it, barely making it through the days.
Yet I accept hate with the love originally meant for family,
Those bound to me by blood have long since lost my faith.
It was only when I was locked away in my deepest despair,
That I understood hate was the only one who could be there.
Discarding all my dependance, becoming reliant on myself,
I learned that happiness could be obtained through this.
But it was not without help that I regained understanding,
My eyes were opened by hate to see all the world's beauty.